© Mercia McMahon 2015
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100 poems written by a teenage Belfast peace activist between 1983 and 1985. Edited in 2015 by the author the poet became in later life.
I would that I could
But I willed that I won’t
Take to the path
I trod in the past
Down deep vales
To the Land of Happiness and Despair
The endless streams of dearth and death
Flow through the raging torrents and cataracts
Of our time in which we weary seek the rest
Wherein the rest cannot be found
There you must for evermore
Gaze upon the distant shore
But remain upon that one so near
Nonchalant island
Judas why did you do it
Make your name a byword
For treachery for traitor
For betraying the cause
O Judas who was it
That inspired your will
The silver the Romans
Or the Devil’s whim
Judas reflective
Seeking out reprieve
Priests refused to help you
Once you’d served their need
Day by day we saw her
Talking with her friends
Ebbing with the tide
Taking all the trends
Now she isn’t
If love made the world
Go round
It would have stopped
Years ago
People grin
At others’ misfortunes
But never smile
Because of their own
Hate your mother
Hate your lover
Hate your father
Hate your brother
Hate your sister
Hate your son
Hate what the world has done
There’s nothing left to do but hate
People say to love
People don’t know people
I know people
I say hate
Hate even me
I hate you
There’s nothing else to life
Hate
Life took a turn
And made me see
Now for that hate
I hate me
I’ll take the high road
And you take the low road
Allowing for your fear of heights
And slippery ground
The low road was made well
But it never reaches upwards
Come and I’ll show you
Life in abundance
An alluring voice whispered to me
Come come
Come come
There’s no harm in trying
After all your friends have
Come and witness
All the wonders and delights
Hidden by this oppressive generation
Come come
Fun fun
Come fun fun
It’s all on the house
So I took to the drink
And the drink took me
The stuff was cheap
So the only price to pay
Was the morning after
And after the night before
Who cares
But then it became legal
It lost its kicks
I’d done it all
I’d been pole-axed
I’d been blitzed
I’d been on my back
And carried to my room
What’s left
Something new
My best friend knew
An ex-acquaintance
Whose best friend’s brother
Knew a dealer
Soon we were hooked
Caught like dazzled fish
In a mire of beautiful
Kaleidoscopic dreams
Or nightmares
See it sits
At its master’s plate
Ready to serve
The handy container
With the hole atop
From which can pour forth
Its usefulness
Now uselessness
Surrounds it
Staying by the master’s plate
Who has had enough
White beads show where
Wonder once poured forth
Now a mere sign
Of an inward grace
No longer there
These poems
Are just
Some thoughts
Written
Directed and
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100 protest poems written by Mercia McMahon in her teenage years in Belfast 1982-1984. They deal with political unrest in Northern Ireland, nuclear warfare, conventional warfare, global inequalities, and corrupt political leadership.