This memoir is about a womanâ€™s search for self as she attempts to make sense of certain events of her childhood. Annie is widowed in 1984. Tom was an alcoholic, a replica of her father. Shirley, a delightful nymphomaniac, helps Annie search for her soul mate. Annie is only attracted to alcoholics. Her love is obsessive, behaviour compulsive. She canâ€™t choose or decide freely. Annie becomes addicted to sex. Fuck is her favourite word. In 2004, on the twentieth anniversary of Tomâ€™s death, Annie is diagnosed with multiple sclerosis. Why? Sheâ€™s been fighting her own psyche for a long time. Is her subconscious mind running her life? Annie is still a vulnerable little girl in an adult body. If you think you need therapy or just want a good laugh, buy the book. Youâ€™ll get both.