Confusing Monologue :
They’ve always told me: Behave!
They are correcting my faults by digging my grave
Killing me is their purpose, not save
I won’t get down, I’m brave
I drew million scars on my heart’s door
If one of them knocks it again, I won’t open it no more
I won’t fall in the same trap as I did before
Old mistakes will never be repeated
All the bad darkness must be defeated
Black souls, hurtful wounds… I’m fed up
Burning tears, hands are throttling me every time I wake up
Killing rays are penetrating my eyes
Loud voices are screaming to my empty mind: SURPRISE!
No personality, no spirit!
You mustn’t be that stupid!
You should be wise
You have dreams to realize
At the middle of your way
Between yes and no, you sway
You did no wrong
You just couldn’t be so strong
Your sadness won’t last so long
You need to smile
Even just for a while
and chase your dream even if is far a thousand mile.