****NOTE***** I received an email about this story and how much they appreciated it. For a long time, I have felt that this peace was not as relatable to people. This person diminished this idea, and I am publishing it... All the stories are much more edited when published on public platforms. This means-- I took what the women got out of the story and tried to make it more profound. I hope you enjoy it. WHAT IT IS ABOUT?--- The short story is based on real events about life growing up for one gay boy. It is very short, and it is meant to be moving and eye-opening. I hope it effectively reaches this goal for you. If you felt you were alone in your moments of the discovery that you were gay-- trust me, you were never alone. Read this story and understand that many people feel that way. This story is creative nonfiction If you sign up for the email, I send out you will be given personal outlooks within them that shows the thoughts behind the writing.