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Love and anxiety

 

LOVE WITH ANXIETY

A novel about human relationships interacting in reality (part 2)

Nothim Assange

Academic Publisher

2016

Copyright © 2016 by Nadhim M. Faleh

All rights reserved. This book or any portion there of may not be reproduced or used in any manner whatsoever without the express written permission of the publisher except for the use of brief quotations in a book review or scholarly journal.

First Printing: 2016

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CONTENTS

IN THE HOSPITAL

AT THE BATHROOM

THE AUTHOR

BOOK OF THE AUTHOR

IN THE HOSPITAL

I OPENED MY EYES to the thick fog, it is lessening with the return of my sense. It seemed to me a ghost face of a human too near of me … Face began to ripple slowly.. I felt I see him in a pool of water.. The fog cleared completely from the face, and then popped his features strong and clear, paint an encouraging smile … She was a young female face and wide blue eyes..

And I feel I lost sense of time, and it is at that moment without memory and a past … I lifted up my eyes and fell in the blue of her eyes filled with candor and strength, and I asked:

- where am I?

- You will know soon ..

I asked her : who are you?

- I am Maryam..

- Do I know you..?

- Oh my God .. .. It does not matter .. how you feel?

- I’m lost.!. I feel I am a young child does not know anything ..!

- Moment .. will I call the doctor ..

I felt broken bones pile ..and my eyes welled .. The girl walked away and went looking through the window.

I opened my eyes .. I felt hot tears on my cheeks, and a lump in my throat.

Lady wearing white clothes .. income smiled and said: How are you now ..?

[*- *]I do not know..

[*- *]I’ll tell you .. You are now out of the danger zone ..

[*- *]Who is .. I am and how I came over here ..

Women looked at the girl ..

She said: It’s a result of the blow to the head and anesthetic, but the effect gradually fades .. I hope that you explain the incident to him slowly.. Minutes later, the doctor will come ..

THE NURSE CAME OUT .. I looked at the girl and asked her: What did she mean by saying the incident ..?

[*- *]Yes .. you faced an incident at the airport door , banner iron dropped on your head because of the storm.

[*- *]The door of the airport .. why I am there ..?

[*- *]You are a traveler .. You came to this city; Spatel city for training .. You’re sitting next to me on the plane .. Then we parted, but I .. I saw you fall to the ground after falling of iron segment.. I and my girlfriend rushed to save you. We bring you to the emergency ..

[*- *]Do I know you before the time of the incident ..?

[*- *]We met together in the plane .. .. I am Mary.. and you Lenin .. Do you remember ..?

[*- *]No .. I feel that my head was completely empty..

FACE OF A MAN in a white medical clothes emerged from the glass door, he entered the room and the nurse came with him with a broad smile. The man looked at me a hard look and then said:

- Sandy.

- Yes, doctor.

- How your patient?

- In good condition.

He turned toward Mary and praising for his humanitarian and said: If graciously .. I think, that period you stay with him produces medical benefit and healing..

[*- *]Yes I will try

The doctor looked at his watch when he checked the pulse, then put the headset on my chest and my back, hit his fingers here and there, pressed another button and looked at the screen .. that showed multi-colored lines. Then he returned his glasses into his pocket, and said: – It has become a full Your healing ..! Now you can rest in order to recover your health.. Sandy direct supervision throughout the period of convalescence.

I heard her asked the doctor about the possibility of us out to the garden .. began to sound gradually disappears .. and sank into a deep sleep ..

MY HEAD PAIN woke me up from my deeply sleep.. I saw the girl, soaked in reading.. She pay attention to me .. And I saw her wipe her tears .. I did not understand why she was crying. Her blue eyes smiled when she say: Good morning..!

[*- *]Can I go to bathroom .. ?

[*- *]Let me help you to stand..

I felt an improvement in my health .. But I breathe with difficulty .. pain is increasing in my shoulder when I begin to move..

Finally I got to the bathroom by her help.. Now I will care about myself , alone, if you can..

AT THE BATHROOM

I closed the door .. and moved slowly toward the toilet .. lost my balance so I fell to the ground.. My head hit the wall, Suddenly a strange feeling dominated my mind .. I got up with difficulty .. approached to the mirror.. Oh .. THAT IS YOU .. LENIN

[*- *]Hello

[*- *]That is you, O vile ..

[*- *]You are is me ..!

[*- *]And .. and she is Mary, ..MARY …

[*- *]Oh .. Oh .. God of Mary

[*- *]Thank you..

I put my hand on the wall, came to back slowly, sat on the toilet. I felt that a mysterious storm exploded inside my soul, until it got to my head, swept stocks tears and threw him from the eyes.

I cried hard and loud, felt my body shaking from crying, tried to press my jaws to conceal the voice, but the pain in my chest bones prevented me.

I felt like a drowning lying on the sand, spent days dreaming of escape from drowning, now I am on the coast, my mind was completely empty of plans, projects and problems..

Yes.. Sometimes .. man is born again..

PRIOR TO THIS, the dreams and plans dominate my mental, but now, feel I am free from all worries .. I do not want anything, except the health and healing..

I remembered that I asked to meet with Mary again .. a few moments before the accident .. I’ve achieved my dream .. she is now with me ..but now I am not suitable for her .. she condescend to my patients, nothing else.

My problem is that I am a passionate .. could be wrong .. but Mary something different .. There is a sensor in my inner .. is controlling of my actions

I do not expect fully heal for me .. my chest hurts .. I can not breathe easily, feel that my chest as a glass, may be broken by deep breath..

A strong confidence in my internal toward the God of Mary, he is something that exists.. I know that the incident may be obtained in accordance with his planning. Now he can help me..

MY MIND went outside the hospital .. You inevitably hear me now.. I am very beseeching .. I have strong confidence in you.. You are something strong and exists.. Proved to me you hear me more than what I think ..I know that the incident may be obtained in accordance with your planning .. Now you can help me ..Please .. I do not need anything as long as I live .. except give me healing..

I got my tears without the will to me again.. And I wept Deeply..

I wiped my tears .. but my eyes remained red and swollen from crying..

I got up with difficulty and came out of the bathroom .. without expecting , I found Mary, which is near the door wiping her tears.

[*- *]Do you fell in the bathroom..?

[*- *]Yeah..

[*- *]Let me I help you..

[*- *]Thanks

[*- *]A little withering.. I heard you cry .. Is the pain severe ..?

[*- *]I did not cry because of the pain ..

[*- *]Relax on your bed .. I will give you a glass of orange juice .. greatly benefit for you..

[*- *]Yes please ..

I AM AT A CONFUSION NOW .. Do I have to tell Mary that my memory came back to me .. or not ..? I’m afraid to leave me when she know that. If I told her, she will go and my Marxist father will come with my crying mom.. The representative of our company will come with my wayward friends.. Calm will disappear from my room .. and I will lose these hours with Mary, that my head has paid for it..

I thought to myself: I can not hide the truth and will not cheat Mary.. May be I lose her trust forever..

Mary came and her eyes radiate kindness and tenderness, carrying a cup of juice..

[*- *]Do not move .. I help you in drinking..

[*- *]Can I ask for something else with juice …?

[*- *]Yes of course

[*- *]I want you to talk with someone

[*- *]who is he ..? the doctor..?

[*- *]No .. not I need ..

[*- *]So who is ..?

[*- *]Company Director

[*- *]There is nothing wrong .. .. Give me his number and I will call it ..

[*- *]I do not know his number .. You know it ..

[*- *]What..?

I could not control myself and I started to cry .. cried like a little baby in the hands of his mother.

[*- *]Hey .. Please calm .. what happened.?

[*- *]wait a moment… please

HER TEARS FELL .. and moved away towards the window .. .. I took a deep breath .. tried to control myself .. and I said to her:

[*- *]I want you to Speak your company director ..

[*- *]Oh .. I do not understand ..

[*- *]Ask him to give me healing..

[*- *]…..

[*- *]You told me that we are in great company ..

[*- *]when..?

[*- *]In the airplane..

[*- *]Oh .. well .. do you remember now .. Thank God ..

[*- *]…

[*- *]Yes.. So..

[*- *]I can not speak now

[*- *]Well .. calmer …. drink juice..

[*- *]Is he needs me .. if he needs me in his company .. Please I need his help .. and if he did not.. I want to get out of the company ..

[*- *]Oh.. my Lord .. ..

[*- *]You know the Director of the universe better than me … You have a relationship with him …I do not know him, not sure of its existence ..If he already exists .. Tell him I needed his help … I expect to be nice and affectionate..

[*- *] ……….

She placed her hand on her mouth .. and rushed to the bathroom ..

 

  1. {color:#F00;}Note: The rest of the chapters will be published soon .. there will be a hard copy at distribution sites.

[+      THE ][+AUTHOR]

Dr. Nothim Assange

University professor .. thinker and researcher in the humanities .. studied engineering and received his doctorate .. believes in the role of human in the universe .. and the inevitability of human access to a happy future .. believes that Marxism and secular are human efforts .. and attempts to find a solution .. but the error is in neglecting spiritual and moral side of human beings.

BOOK OF THE AUTHOR


Love and anxiety

I OPENED MY EYES to the thick fog, it is lessening with the return of my sense. It seemed to me a ghost face of a human too near of me ... Face began to ripple slowly.. I felt I see him in a pool of water.. The fog cleared completely from the face, and then popped his features strong and clear, paint an encouraging smile ... She was a young female face and wide blue eyes.. And I feel I lost sense of time, and it is at that moment without memory and a past ... I lifted up my eyes and fell in the blue of her eyes filled with candor and strength, and I asked: - where am I? - You will know soon .. I asked her : who are you? - I am Maryam.. - Do I know you..? - Oh my God .. .. It does not matter .. how you feel? - I'm lost.!. I feel I am a young child does not know anything ..! - Moment .. will I call the doctor .. I felt broken bones pile ..and my eyes welled .. The girl walked away and went looking through the window. I opened my eyes .. I felt hot tears on my cheeks, and a lump in my throat. Lady wearing white clothes .. income smiled and said: How are you now ..? - I do not know.. - I'll tell you .. You are now out of the danger zone .. - Who is .. I am and how I came over here .. Women looked at the girl .. She said: It's a result of the blow to the head and anesthetic, but the effect gradually fades .. I hope that you explain the incident to him slowly.. Minutes later, the doctor will come .. THE NURSE CAME OUT .. I looked at the girl and asked her: What did she mean by saying the incident ..? - Yes .. you faced an incident at the airport door , banner iron dropped on your head because of the storm. - The door of the airport .. why I am there ..? - You are a traveler .. You came to this city; Spatel city for training .. You're sitting next to me on the plane .. Then we parted, but I .. I saw you fall to the ground after falling of iron segment.. I and my girlfriend rushed to save you. We bring you to the emergency .. - Do I know you before the time of the incident ..? - We met together in the plane .. .. I am Mary.. and you Lenin .. Do you remember ..? - No .. I feel that my head was completely empty..

  • Author: Nothim Assange
  • Published: 2016-07-10 01:35:08
  • Words: 1934
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